Fucking date her already! Goddamnit. Just leave me alone. For a while...no I still know you have no idea what the fuck you want. You don't like the fact that I let you fuck me and walk away. THAT upsets you because I can…

Brandon... God I'm such a sucker for him. He called so I went over and we were hanging out and basically I was sitting on one couch and he was sitting on the other, and he was like "So now I'm not good enough to sit by?…

...This is terrifying...I want to die but at the same time I've never felt more alive. I feel like I'm in hell without him but..when I am it's Heaven. I'd do whatever it took to have him back...I'd rip my heart out if he…

The last few days have been...better. Not good...I miss him like hell, and can't see him for a few days still. But now...we're not together..but we consider ourselves...eachothers. 6 fucking days. I went shopping yest…

You remind me of the times when I knew who I was. But still the second hand will catch us like it always does. We'll make the same mistakes, I'll take the fall for you. I hope you need this now, because I know I still…